Feeling cold and alone, is this the feeling of emptiness and being broken on the inside? Everything that you were and stood for is taken away from you within an instant. What do you do now? Where do you go from here? Will this last forever or is this temporary.
Go to the drawing board and start over make your plan A,B and possibly C. Find a way to see the light once again, find the perfect route to climb to the top of that mountain. Your great escape is near and fastly approaching. You can do this.